I have had those confusing moments in my career. I have doubted myself a lot of times. Sometimes I think that I understand what is happening. Sometimes I think that I have my life together then BOOM something happens and am left confused.
During these confusing times, I pray for trust not clarity and for the Lord to show me what I am supposed to do. Abraham trusted God and packed his bag and left to a land that God had promised. Roman 8:28 God makes everything work together for good to those who love him and are called according to his purpose.
Gods plans are perfect, and they are meant to give us hope and a future. Even in those confusing time, we must trust that His promises are true and His plans are perfect. He will make a way where there seems to be no way.